i can't believe that i'm 'reviving' my blog by posting something so emo

and to my fren, ming han (juz replyin to his comment): no, this is not 'finally 3 years has passed'

i just did something really really bad to another friend of mine, by giving the person my stupid, honest opinion which made the person really really emo and pessimistic right now

and i am now even more emo than my friend

because not only had i crush someone's hope for something the person really wants, i said smtg really hurtful to someone i really cared bout.. this afternoon

what is wrong with me?.. i don't know why i've been so emotional and pessimistic since.. since.. damn it, i don't knw when it started but i feel really guilty about things when something goes wrong

I'm so so so sorry

why can't i stop saying sorry anyway?...

i think someday my friends and everyone i care bout will give up trying to talk to me and comfort me :'( but i couldn't help thinkin that way. should i see a psychologist or smtg?...

Finally....

--- welcome to sunway university college





-- this is the cafeteria



-- nice place. alot of tables and chairs, enough for everyone :)



LOL whee~ the orientation is over!

the first day was all bout intro to college, erm college tour and talks... and more talks... kinda boring :P i've no choice but to attend it coz i'm new there. ever since then, i've been walkin around college with a map of sunway college, LOL it's quite confusing there, coz there are two buildings, north and south..

thank god all my lecture classes are at lecture theatre 7, so i won't be having a hard time finding for it since i've been there for few times already. the tutorial classes will be near the AUP deparment (VU office) so it's kinda easy to spot also :P

most of the people are international students. the indonesians are really friendly and they lik to make new friends, there are few students from puchong and one from damansara. when u're in sunway U, the first thing u need is Jacket! believe me, it's really cold, everywhere! i think i need gloves as well :P

the second day of orientation was quite boring, we had to queue up to grab slots for our tutorial classes. i've to take 4 subjects this semester, i.e. business statistics, business law ( open book exam , gosh! ) , economic principle, and management and organisation behavior. the textbooks are quite expensive, i am still considering whther to buy them or not :P anyway, i'm quite happy with my time table, my classes start after 10.30am :D and end bout 5.30 everyday, except for friday, 3.30pm

the third and last day of the orientation was fun! the speaker were really funny and inspiring, the activities were fun, we got to know more friends and our own personalities.. then, i went to my old school, SMK USJ 12, i've never been there for almost two years LOL my mum couldn't exactly remember how to go there too. the schools in USJ have same designs, kinda hard to decide whther it's the correct school or not. LOL the principal stared at me when i stepped into the office coz i was wearing shorts :P

anyway, classes gonna start on monday and the homework and some of the assigments will be given in week 2, gosh, kinda too fast right?...

-- AUDI 7, i think :P

-- foyer

tagged by jane =)

1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
--- hahaha why do u wanna know? :P

2. How did you feel when you woke up this MORNING?
--- frustrated, the renovation next door is still on-going T.T

3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo WITH?
--- cher sheu

4. Would you consider yourself SPOILED?
--- hehe sort of :P my mum doesn't ask me to do chores, even if i want to, she won't allow

5. Will you ever donate BLOOD?
--- bloodddddd *faints* but if i can save lives, why not?

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite SEX?
--- duh~

7. Do you want someone to be DEAD?
--- not now :P

8. What does your last text message SAY?
--- to kimmy: " lol i can barely open my eyes d,nitez! good luck with da chem quiz, msian studies, violin, interview and the rest! :P dun sleep too late k, u need to rest "

9. What are you thinking right NOW?
--- i'm hungry!! :P

1o. Do you want someone to be with you right NOW?
--- hehe yeappp ^^ and i think u know who it is

11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
--- around 1am

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
--- FILA

13. Is someone on your mind right NOW?
--- yeapp :P

14. Who was the last person who text YOU?
--- shenny aka cher sheu

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz!

1- evon
2- elaine
3- diane
4- jian
5- mei quin
6- phoebe
7- hazel
8- christine
9- jamie
10- chun yian

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship WITH?
--- haha me :P whee

16. Is no.3 a male or a FEMALE?
--- female! a very pretty one! :)

17. If no.7 and no.1 get TOGETHER, would it be a good?
--- sure, if they don't mind being lesbians :P

18. What is no.1 studying ABOUT?
--- PR

19. When was the last time you chatted with THEM?
--- some yesterday, few days ago, weeks :P

20. IS no.4 SINGLE?
--- yeap, single and available~

21. Say something about no.2
--- she's my cutest girlfriend and i love her ^^

22. What do you think about no.5 & no.6 being TOGETHER?
--- haha lesbian partners again? *GasP*

23. Describe no.9
--- out-spoken, friendly, cute, funny, great friend

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 FIGHT?
--- they don't know each other, so i guess there's no reason for them to fight , if they do, i'll run away hehe juz jk :P

25. Do you like NO.8?
--- duh~ she's my friend since standard 5 :D i love her! :P

wheeee~

R.I.P. michael jackson ( 1958 - 2009 )

---- the King of Pop



---- u'll alwiz be remembered



---- thanks for the great music



---- and the dance moves :P

during holidays... I

hang out with friends :D

camwhore

out with sisters

play with my soft toys

think of someone ^^



go shopping :D

surf the net

watch anime

watch Hong Kong drama series/movies

PS haha u guys must be thinking ' what a pathetic post' :P sorry larrr, i've nothing better to do

my 18th birthday! :) finally not a minor

daddy stil needs to improve his camwhore skill :P

i was waiting for marcus to fetch me

thanks for the birthday wishes! i'm really glad that there are so many frens out there who care bout me and remember that it's my bday! :D for those who feel bad for not being able to celebrate with me or had to wish me earlier, it's okay! it's the heart that counts :)

hehe thanks baby, for the wonderful celebration! :D it's the best bday ever! i really had fun yesterday ^^ love u alwiz, Muakss!

Lol, welcome to the curveeee! :)


the happy look


queueing up to buy tickets, hehe can't believe marcus actually agreed to watch 'drag me to hell' Lol, i guess he couldn't say no anyway :P


omgggg! all the soft toysss!




lunch at marche ^^

hehe carrot girl and marcus junior :P

awwww~ they really look alike, dont u think so? :P


my tiramisu cakeeeee

LOL my hse so messy :P

that's mineeeee! hehe

18 candles ^^

me and sis ^^

and i received a quote from zhi qin (hazel) , a really sweet one ^

"everyone wants to be the sun in your life, but I will be the moon in your life cause I want to be there not only when your life is shining bright, but during ur darkest hour too."

for my twin sis, shin jiu:

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! suppose to wish u on the exact date, but something was wrong with my blog, so wasn't able to post yesterday :( anyway, come to think bout it, i've known u for 7 years now :) wow, it's amazing how fast time pass.. i'm very lucky to get to know a great person like you, what more, we were born on the same day, studied in the same secondary school! may god bless you with everything u wish for and good luck in everything u do! i wish that i could see u soon, reunion time! it's been erm 3 years since we met! take care alwiz, friends forever! :)

mel, the countdown on msn :) so sweet! lol and for the lessons u gave me! how to be a good 18 girl :P *hugs* and i wont do anything illegal, no worries!

to link er,

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY! it's my turn to wish u today ^^ hehe i stil remember i used to borrow ur addmaths homework all the time to copy, haha lazy me! :P thanks for teaching me add maths last time and u are an awesome girl :) stay pretty and take care! *hugs*

sook yan , for the pictures! they're cute :)

elaine :D , one of my best friends, who stayed up juz to wish me happy bday! hope u had enough sleep yesterday ^^ thanks for the blog post! click here to see it's really sweet, love u!

also, jordan, my good friend, who made an effort to call using house phone at 1+ am (coz pc had been infected by virus and phone ran out of credit) :P

to the the other thoughtful friends who wished me, thanks so much!

may lin

jovita

gayathri
selina tay

sean soo

kok peng aka spongebob kor kor

jian kor kor

jimmy, the guy who wish me "happy birthday! grow old" :( hence i call him uncle jimmy :P
chandni

chun yian

kumudhini
tze fui, my best best friend :)

shanwayne
su san

kalaiselvan
bhavik

chee mun

evelyn, my jie jie ^^

ywan tyng, the forwarded msg is really kawaiiiii! :)

kelly tan, saw her at the curve yesterday ^^

kimmy, my evil twin sis

diane, also my best friend, alwiz so great to me

darshan

kelvin

arvind

prassana

lavnya

janice

shawn leong

kok chern

mei yean

siew kuan

jesse

ronnie

dexter

kylie, my jie jie

beatrice

teck peng

teng quan

hong chun

micheal

jack leow

christopher tock aka piggy brother

kho wei , my cuzzie

jane tai

hsin i

pin hui

cynthia

ashikin

june

su xian

han yin
loo han
dudu

keith, sis' bf
adrian leong, the one who alwiz bully me

nur arinah

sze jein

prassana

debra

keng fai

khuan yew

julia

miss selina

stefanie tay

jan vy

wern di

woen jye

meng chun

kelvin teo

mabeline

jess min

yee min, my cuzzie

christine

kimberly yeoh

yee min, my cuzzie

ee von, my bestie ^^ haha who wants to be last one to wish, yeap, really was the last :)

avis

shenny aka cher sheu

michy aka elle

ker soon, my cuzzie

felicia choong
mei thin
farhan
Yuen Mei

--- i'm filled with love, from bf, family and frens :D

karen went to muar yesterday, and her grandma didn't recognize her, the door was not locked, so she juz opened it and stepped into the kampung, yes it's a 'kampung', wood wood wood :P

my grandma looked at me and said 'who are u?' i replied 'ah yinggg' , she said 'who are u?' again to me, and i didn't know wat else to say to her since she can't recognize me, i turned and looked at my mum, crying for help silently :P haha afraid that my grandma will shoo me out with a broom :P

then my aunt came to the rescue, she said 'OHHH ahhh yinnggggg! why are u here?' Lol thank god my aunt stil can recognize me, we didn't meet for almost 3 years d (according to her)

my grandma probably stil think of me as a young kid, since i'm the youngest in my family, everyone thinks that i'm stil vry small, sigh.. lol i think she didn't expect me to be so tall d

anyway, we were all so excited to see each other, haha can't stop talking :) gonna meet all the relatives tomoro coz my cuzzie is getting married, haha i think she's my cousin or smtg, sigh, i won't even try to explain how we're even related coz i don't get it either :P haha it's alwiz so confusing, the chinese relation, the -tang and -biao

hehe after the visit, we went to melaka to get some stuff from my sis, kerry who decided to 'run away' from home and follow her bf back to melaka, haha she's alwiz at her bf's place, so my hse is lik a hotel to her :P and my mum keep asking her when will she get married HAHA pity her :P her bf is gonna follow us to muar tomoro (attend the wedding dinner) time to intro to the relatives i guess LOL

i juz got a haircut :P my hair is shorter now and lesser and no more split ends! :D yippee!

and finally.... i get to eat Satay Celup!!!! hahah one of the Melaka things that i miss :P but it's not Capitol Satay, the place is way too crowded, don't wanna queue up. the boss is actually my dad's playmate when he was young, i bet he'll let us hav the seats first, but it's bad to jump queue right..?.. :P the one we went to was errr in taman merdeka, ok i think the place is called taman merdeka, i was born in melaka and stayed there for 16 yrs, but trust me, i seldom go out of town last time, probably less than 5 times, haha and i hav bad sense of directions, so yeah..

that guy was so busy stirring

lol they display everything on the table, unlike capitol satay where we've to get the sticks ourselves :P better service i guess

but i stil prefer capitol satay, more varieties and taste nicer :P

PS watch 17 again! it's nice

i didn't expect zac efron to be so thin, yeap he is vry thin! nice body lar and pity him, he was slapped 8 times, i counted :P his cheeks were red :( hahaha cute guy but too bad he doesn't lik to shower much haha

it's a vry funny show! i like it alot! hehe

la li la la la~

i'm feeling better today

hehe so i decided to eat the antibiotics only :P

my days in hell are over, don't hav to swallow those stupid, big big capsules and tablets :D

too bad i can't go out today :'(

i want to watch terminator toooooooo :( unfairrrrr~

haha i've finally watched all the hong kong dramas d

but now i've nothing else to do, so gonna continue playing plant vs zombie ( level 3-4 )

LOL i had fever yesterday (37.9 degree celcius)

and

cold hands and feet
flu
headache
backache
dry throat
pale face

so my mum decided to bring me to clinic, she's afraid that i got swine flu

which is kinda hilarious

my daddy said 'what if they wanna quarantine her?'

i juz laughed

but when i saw the doc who is kinda cute, tall and young, and gentleman too, he opened the door for me :P my mum couldn't stop lookin at him because she said he looks lik my sis' fren, haha

okok enough of that

the first thing doc said to me was, 'so how are u feeling?'

i answered 'not well, im sick'

haha he said 'yeah u look really sick'

i thought 'geee i dont need to come here if i am not sick right?' Lol i didn't say that to him of course

anyway, it's juz fever, normal sickness LOL

i'm feeling better now

but he gave me a mask before i leave T.T

Looks like my blog is err quite D.E.A.D.

nothing interesting happened lately, juz the usual stuffs

time passes real slow when i'm having hols, but i'm quite glad, it's gonna be june soon XD

I am 17 going on 18~ la la la

:P

anyway, many things had changed, and everyone is busy with their own lives, it's really hard to catch up sometimes

some frens aren't really talkin to me anymore T.T

and i seriously run out of things to do, start rotting at home and be couch potato, and can never stop eating snacks XD

and surprisingly, i start to love watching anime, juz done watching Special A and skip beat! hehe

but i'm stil nervous and excited bout going to college - july july july :) :( :S

now i'm learning chinese words (my mum force me to learn) sobb